I am crying as i write this
i sit and dismiss
everything that i lost
everything i gained
means nothing now
i lost u
i gained self respect
but was it worth it
to have skrewn up so bad
can i forget you?
i wont get mad
i will slowly be dying inside
but i wont cry any more
not over you
it was u that lost something great
i had done everything i could do
and how do you just fall out of love with someone
i wont ever fall out of lve with you
no matter what you do
i will always love you
and i will understand if you love another
i will some how makepiece of that with you
but i wont forget you
you were my first and last love
