You Were Not Different

Date Written: November 5, 2oo7

I tried so hard not to show
The feelings inside that grow.
You confessed your feelings for me;
I told you mine && how strong they could be.

You were so nice && all--
I never thought I'd even fall.
&& I know you fell for me too,
You just don't show it as much as I do.

I'm having questions && doubts--
But I got into this-- there's no way out.
A sudden blow of wind changed everything,
You started to act as if I'm nothing.

Strike three! You hurt me thrice.
What hurts is I never get the chance to roll the dice.
Even if it's already my turn--
I chose not to cuz in the end I'll be the one to burn.

My hopes for you were so high;
Was a fool enough to believe you were different from other guys.
You made me believe everything would be okay,
Yet you always leave me hanging && I know you'll leave too someday.

It won't be long-- I can see it coming.
But please don't leave without a warning.
Let me know when you're leaving--
So I can now start my grieving.

I feel like going far away from you;
Staying out of your life is what I wanna do.
Yet I still choose not to;
But just like them, you're letting me go too.