Why on earth do i keep dreaming?
Several dreams i have dreamt of a past love.
I saw him today and in some shameful horror i felt,
my weakness for love ruin my strength and in all attempts to give up my hope.
He, being my first love, i still feel that way.
Always will i have a love for him, he introduced me to an emotion so grand, but still feeling this way i feel so full of regret and guilt.
But I'm in love with another from now on and i am so deeply in love.
I keep dreaming these dreams,
where the past tried for me to cheat the future, the presant.
I miss the past but i'm in love with the future, the presant.
I will always love him but i always find myself wondering of what we could have been.
I may love him and miss him but in I'm am truley in love with another.
