God take me

Do you ever feel like you don't belong,
Like being around isn't right.
Do you ever feel like you can't live on
for another night.

I feel alone all the time when I have a guy and friends who care,
But for some reason I feel I am disappearing and they aren't even there.

I love the people around me with every inch of my heart,
But for some reason my world is falling apart.

Does it even matter what I have to say,
All I know is if it did matter,
they wouldn't push it away.

I just want to apologize to god for making me as such a mistake,
If you want me now god, I'm here for you to take.