Show me who you really are..

I'm gonna need a moment,
where I can be alone,
I'm gonna need a little time
To linger on my own.
It's burning in my stomach,
and tearing in my head,
I tried to follow through
But I just cried alone in stead.

I'm not mad enough to hate you,
Or sad enough to die,
and every waking minute I
Don't feel bad enough to cry.
I smash my head 'gainst
walls of hate,
weary of this restless fate,
Trembling all over and
My heart is sinking lower,
Praying for a wake-up call,
to rise from where I start to fall,
Feeling like I've never even
Known the truth at all.

The walls are closing in on me,
and I'm doomed to this confusion,
Choking from within I start
to pray for resolution.
Whenever there is light,
I'll be waiting in the shadows,
I wish I saw the truth before
from behind these shattered windows.