Of you

I thought of you today as i do every day. it wasn't a bad thought it was a good one. of the times we spent talking in the kitchen bout everything. joking laughing having fun. i miss those times.

i cried for you today. i miss you. i want you to come back. but i know god has you now. its hard to live in this house knowing i cant see you.

i laughed for you today. i think you would have fun here. with max and penny. i think you would have loved them. i know they would love you!

i missed you today.
i miss your smile
i missed your laugh.
i missed your jokes
i missed how you always used to kid around when we were on road trips.
i missed you!

i remembered you today .
remembered your pale face. your scrawny bones. you were so sick and miserable. i couldn't imagine you living like that. in a way i am happy he took you. but yet i am soo sad. i didn't only lose my grandpa. i lost my best friend.