I wan't it all to be over!

Is it possible to feel this bad?
To everyday be so sad?
I have loved and lost
It feels like i will never love again..

I hope this isn't true
Although it really wouldn't change much
In this life its just another price
Nothing ever seems to be very precise

Love has so many meanings
All of them which you fit into
I try not to think about it now
The thoughts i will not allow

I get them quit often
I try to block them out
It just seems to make it worse
My whole life just seems like a curse

Please let it be over
I don't care what i have to do
Ill do anything to make this all go away!
I don't think any of this is going to be ok...