Soon I'll be free...

Music to drown out the pain
Pillow so I cant hear you saying my name
I hate to feel this way
I hate it what you're about to say

I don't understand
I'd put my life out for you man
But you didn't feel the same
You never felt my pain

You don't get it
Why I sometimes cry but forget it
Its obvious you don't care
About all the hurt and despair

Soon I'll be free
To a place where no one can hurt me
When that final tear is cried
When my final attempt is tried

Bliss..Happiness
For once in my cold life
I will feel alive
And the only way to do that

Is to die