I need to let go

When I read the words from our past
I wish it was still my reality
I suppose I was naive to believe those words
The ones about forever and nothing ever changing
Still i wish so bad it was true
Perhaps if I had tried harder things would be different
But now your moving on
Leaving the past as it should be
I still linger in the remains of what i lost
Unfair I know
For me to remind you of the remorse i feel
Instead I should be happy for you
Not upset that you can cope
But its hard when I know I am no longer the light in your life
Just the dimming reminder of what once was
And could have been