Ok if you're still there i read your poem and its not worth it! please dont do this... i dont know what you've been through but you have to tough through it! i promise it will be ok eventually... it will be okay... i want to tell you words that would help your situation but i dont know whats going on... you have to be strong for yourself and for your mom... please dont do this... please i know i dont know you but you will hurt your family more than you have ever hurt to do this to yourself.... just think twice.... suicide is not the answer