I'm sick of all the songs that tell me it's all my fault, the songs that tell me how i should feel about it,how to deal with it, and how long i should feel like this.
I'm sick of all these songs that tell me what to say, when to walk away and just how you feel about it and me.
I hate all these songs that put your voice in my head and all these song that make me realize just how you feel.
So i Slammed the radio into the floor,
Tore the computer from the wall, and threw my iPod into the river.
I'm tired of my Friends telling me to let it go, to get over you, stop crying.
I hate it when they roll their eyes when i say your name, sigh when i look at you.
So i walked away from them and sit by myself at lunch, i do nothing on the weekends, and never answer the phone.
I'm tired of hiding just how emotionally and mentally exhausted i am. Sick of acting like enough time has passed, and im alright now.
Because enough time hasnt passed, and im not alright.
So i stopped plastering that fake smile on my face, stopped wearing make up, and quit caring what i wore.
