Just for you

You cant see it,
But I'm dying,
I don't show it,
But I'm hurting.

Wheres the opportunity?
Where I can be beautiful?
And you see me...
Not my EXTRA self.

I haven't eaten in days,
My stomach is burning.
I close my eyes
As your voice is repeating.

I live in my bathroom,
With a toilet and scale,
Just wishing and praying
That my plan wont fail.

I still remember the day,
When you said what you planned,
Trying to forget,
But its a fact.

If you would see me now,
Ive lost the pounds,
Although I cant even laugh,
Ive regained your smile.