It feels like forever,
since I've written down words.
Since I've touched this pen on this paper,
since I've jumped into my world.
In these few months,
I betrayed the love of my life.
I found somebody new,
but he's only given me strife.
I love him so very much,
but he can't see what I feel for him.
And I know he loves me back,
he just can't show what's within.
But everything he does,
it hurts me.
And I only wish he could see.
That everything I do,
I do so that he'll show that he cares for me.
Baby I left my life for you,
I changed everything I was.
I'm a completely different person now,
and that's the reason I need you...because...
You've become a part of this new person,
you've become a part of me.
I can't remember what it was like...
me without you.
And I can't remember who you were...
without me.
And now everything is rough,
and we're having problems.
I wish you could see these tears I cry.
And baby when you avoid me like that,
I try so hard to see through all your lies.
Because through all the sh*t I put up with,
I know deep down you love me.
And through all the sh*t I put you through,
I love you too...
I wish you could see.
I just want all this to stop,
and I want to go back in time.
You and me in bed,
me in your arms...
it wasn't so far back...
I was yours.
And you were mine...