The only thing that keeps me looking helpless
I'm backed into a corner knowing I'm defencesless
It's true, I know one thing is clear
I'm still in love with you, my dear
I'm running back and forth between thoughts
I can't stand all this pain he has brought
Tell him to go away, 'cause I'm not sure about him
He forgets I'm even there, it makes my words thin
With bloodshot eyes, I can't fake the smile anymore
Now everyone knows that I can't slam the door
I want to let him go, but I'm just so confused
And sometimes, I feel like I'm being used
It's so obvious, but it's also obvious you still don't know
Every word I say, everything I do, comes from my Halo
I want to scream "I Love You", and I want you to see
That I need you to care, and to realize this pain he's caused me
I miss when you were my guardian angel, you always knew
You realized when I was faking it, the things you used to do
Making me smile when I couldn't, I miss that so much
Now he's taking advantage of me, like I'm his crutch
Something just isn't right, I know I can feel it inside
My fate is telling me to run instead of hide
Maybe one day, we will be together again
I know as for now, we're just friends
I wish you could see the pain in my eyes
I wish you could hear my quiet cries
I want to scream so loud, I want my feelings to show
But my quietness is covering it, all because of my Halo
