My life....

Another day...no other way,
i must face the world once again,
with every step i pray.

my heart is broken with no light inside,
barely holding on,
so many times i have tried.

my soul is an empty back hole,
i feel numb all the time,
all i want is someone to hold

i want someone to hold me,
tell me they love me,
when i am lonely

life just seems to go down under,
my heart and head pound painfully
my thoughts echo with thunder....

i kept to myself, afraid of the world,
afriad of love,
afraid to be broken by a girl...

i hope one day that the sun will shine again,
but now its dark,
alone and cold i stand.....

okay...i just tried to write a sad poem without me dying in it. lol so yeah, idk if its all that sad, but yeah, and im not sad at the moment which is why i dont htink its that sad...but oh well. =) hope you enjoy