Why do i still love you?

Tonight I take my life, tonight I want to die
Tonight I cannot laugh, all I do is cry
The pain becomes too much and now I wonder why
Why do I still love you

Why can't I be stronger, why can I not cope
Why do I feel ugly, why do I want to choke
Can I get myself back and walk this life's tightrope?
Why do I still love you

I couldn't take the reject, I couldn't take the pain
I couldn't be more lonely and so I feel the same
It's time I took control, it's time to stop the rain
Why do I still love you