I may smile but it all hides behind
for ever there lurking in my mind
Behind my smile is the real me
no one noticed no one could see
I was starting to lose my mind going insane
I never thought I could clear my mind get rid of the pain
Day by day all way's living in fear
the pain and hurt of my dark past was alway near
Happy I never thought I would be
can't understand why this is happening to me
Every thing all way's going so wrong
but still I smile and try to be strong
know one to talk to, know one I could trust
when I did my feeling's were hurt tramped on and crushed
But then it happened I meant someone
when I'm with him I'm happy the past is gone
I look at him and my smile is for real
and i felt all these feeling's I never thought I could feel
Happiness, trust, and no more hurt or pain
I'm never going to be like I was never again
Finally someone i can talk to about thing's I could never talk about
for when I'm with him I smile inside and out.
