Broken to the max

Tension building up
Can't change a thing
I lost control
My heart is breaking

Can't breathe
My body is shook
The troubles in my life
Could fill up a novel book

My sight is gone
My insides are dead
My feelings inside
Are making the blood rush to my head

I'm nervous
Not sure where my life is going
I have many questions
That make the painful list keep growing

I'm lost
But mostly broken
"Life will get better"
Are the only words being spoken

I'm at the bottom
Of every list
I'm hurting
Needing that one special kiss

During the day
I try to survive
But when night comes
I feel like I want to die

I spend all my time worrying
And i never get a chance to really live
People continue to take more than I have
And I continue to give

I'm at the point where i have nothing left to give
But I'm still here trying
I'll try to keep living
But inside I'll continue dying