Pride

My most hated word is pride.
Because when you have it,
you always dont want to be the first to do the step to be with someone.
you always try to hide ur feelings.
you don't want others to know that you're hurt.
you're afraid of letting someone know that he is special.
you're afraid of losing someone but also afraid to show it.
you're afraid to love someone whom u think can't love you back.
you're so aware of what others think that u can't do what u want.
you're not happy..
and in the end, you lose everything without even trying to have it.