I HATE that I LOVE YOU!

I wish your touch didn't make me crumble
I wish your smile didn't make me stumble
and I hate how your kiss makes my heart race
and I hate how your hug gives me a hot face
I wish your laugh wasn't stuck in my mind
I wish you went so hard to leave behind
and I hate that your smell leaves me with nothing to say or do
but you know what I really hate?
I HATE that I LOVE YOU!