As I turn on the radio,
I hear slow songs again.
Ones that make me cry,
and put thoughts of you in my head.
Cuddling with my pillow,
wishing it was you.
Trying to think of a reason,
for u not to love me too.
And now I find myself,
running rather dry.
But still despite all of this,
I find a way to cry.
Telling myself I'll be just fine,
and you were just a waste of time.
Saying I'd be better off,
if I never had you at all.
But lying doesn't do me much good,
because I'll always know.
In my heart I would die,
if I ever had to let you go.
And to think that love could hurt so bad,
when no one's there to hold your hand.
But shouldn't love be full of smiles,
and be willing to go the extra mile?
I hope you know I'm willing,
but I'm still living in fear.
For what am I to do,
when all I need is for you to be here?
So I'll close my eyes and silently wonder,
why these stars of mine don't shine.
Because right now I'm blind to everything I am,
and I need someone to give me a real reason to grin.
Someone to take me where the sun shines bright,
and look deep into my eyes so calm.
And tell me that they love me,
so I know I'm not alone.
