Dealing without you

You took my hand and held me tight,
promised me to be here all through the night.
But as time pass your heart became cold,
your feelings for me changed and you could not hold.
Afraid to tell me how you felt, you lied
but in the end I suffered, Im the one that died.
You moved on in a single day
while I still hold on to say.
Things could have changed, I could of changed
so I force myself to stangle me
to be something else for you.
Until now I still reminisce our wonderful fondful memories, those can not be replace.
All I need is time, time to adjust to your decision.