I feel as thought I am living
A life I wish not to live
I seem to be trapped with no tangible escape
condemned to my inevitable fate
With no one to turn to
I am as alone as ever before
But to please you I shall fake a smile
To pretend as thought everything is just fine
This way there is no need to remember
Remember what I am trying so hard to forget
As long as you see the truth I wish you to believe
No apparent reason for confrontation will arise
Though I am not happy as I once was
I will be content with this intermission before a new beginning
All alone waiting in this chamber I continue to visit
When there is no were left to take cover
Drowning in a mass of withdrawn emotion
Burrowing deep beneath my seal
I revisit those days when my smile was true
Now not a semblance of reality remains
