Im afraid...

I'm afraid of taking my own steps
-because of failing-

I'm afraid to be tough & grown up
-to only miss something-

I'm afraid to be the person I'm suppose to be
-because what If I dont like that person-

So many times I've said I'm afraid,
That I've burned it into my brain,
And still when I'm looking in the mirror
Even when I haven't started my own life yet
I feel I've failed already,

They've kept me under there spell
For a very long long time
and It seems without them or this spell
I will only mess up even more,
Yet I scream,I cry,I beg for the chance to live on without them to take me over and my life......