I'm Sooo

I'm so wraped up in myself,
with my own godamn problems,
that I've pushed you all to the side,
I don't mean to,
but the saying goes,
How can I fix you,If I haven't fixed myself,
and as I regret doing this again,
I wonder day by day why your not here with me,
why you don't call or text me,
but without realizing,
I blame myself,I hurt myself,I could drink myself away for all the stupid selfish mistakes I've made
And when I'm gone and six feet under my soul will still keep doing whats best...