Just sitting here crying over your dead body to come back
i feel so ashamed to see you this way i cant describe how the look on your face was when i saw it last
the cops wont stop bugging me
i feel like Shit
i didn't even want to get up this morning
i knew you wouldn't be at school
i guess we cant go to the game on Friday
i mine as well die my self
it would stop the pain right?
can you come back to help me?
please i miss you
I'm here just sitting crying
my ankle hurts bad and i can barely walk
i feel so alone
i cant believe you left
i feel as if i was raped
can you come back
and protect me?
why did you leave in the first place?
am i going to ever see you again?
will your hair be the same?
I'm just sitting here crying and waiting
waiting for him to find me
i hear his foot steps hurry i want you by my side
you know i loved you i tried not to hide it
but i guess you never got the chance to see it
I'm just here slicing my wrists and crying while i look at your picture of me and you
i wish it would have came out the way we planned
our baby might be dead
please help me hes hurting me i want you to walk it right now
if i die will you love me still?
4 days later
i feel the baby kicking so i guess hes still hanging on
did i mention it was a he i guess you don't care
i stopped cutting myself yesterday
i don't want the baby to die or me
3 months later i saw pictures of him
he has little hands
and small feet
please come home
no one wants you to be out there
i thought you were dead but the letter came in and it was from yesterday
i was so happy i cried
last night was horrible Danny beat me
i feel like i was in a black abyss it was so dark
please come home
5 months later
our baby is fine hes kicking allot he is healthy after all the pain Danny put me through
Danny's in jail now
i hope he rots
my water broke on 9/7/06
it was 4 pm and i was going into labor
i feel it the pain is gone and all that is left is a baby with your face it took him an hour and a half to come into this hell called the world
he weighs 8lbs and 6ounces
he has dirty blond hair
he has small feet and hands
his eyes are blue like yours
he was just as perfect as a rose
my mom was mad i knew this would happen you called yesterday
said you we coming home i was thrilled
I'm here sitting waiting for you
the baby is sleeping i hear the key turn...
i realize its you
i run and you catch me in your arms
i hope its not a dream...
