Looking out the window
Wondering what to do
Nothing I can do without you
I start to smile
I haven't done that in awhile
We laughed, we cried
We even tried to do things we knew we shouldn't do
All I want you to know is that
I love you
All those memories we had
All the good and the bad
When you cried I was there
Making you laugh was my dare
I miss you so
You don't even know
You were my friend
We always said friends to the end
Now you are gone
I ask myself what have I done?
In my heart I know it wasn't me
I guess this is how it has to be