The Circle

Here we go again
Around and around
Traveling this path
That years ago I found.

My never ending trail
Of the secret life I live
This sad lonely world
that really has nothing to give.

Here comes Mia
And what does she have to say?
"Believe me when I tell you
That binge and purge is the way."

I know that she is wrong
But here, Ed steps in
Making it so hard to resist
The temptation bursts from within.

So of course what do I do?
Ed says Mia's right.
So my actions do as they say
And I've lost another fight.

Now here comes Ana
To push Mia away
She tells me Mia is wrong
"Listen to what I say."

"Don't you eat at all
To make up for those days
This way works much better
The guilt will soon fade away."

I know that it's not right
But Ed makes me agree
"The guilt will go away
You will feel much better, you'll see."

So here I go again
And listen to her lie
Realizing I just can't let them go
No matter how hard I try.

Now Ana fades away
As Mia takes over once more
Creating my life's circle
That is out of my control.

Ed helps Mia
Then Ana again
Telling me they're trying to help
That they are my true friends.

It's a never ending circle
Of a life I can't control
Because my "friends" have taken over
My mind, body, and soul.