Tears are streaming down my face
soaking into the ground.
a small cry escapes my throat
as I rock myself to && fro.
You were here one day
and gone the next
&& here I lay
on this cold, hard ground
while a wave of emotions
tries to drown me
for it's me I blame.
I didn't mean what I said
&& I didn't want to fight.
I'm sorry for saying I hated you
&& not calling you back when you left
running out the door
until you were no longer in my sight.
I stood at the door while anger && regret
took over until I heard a gun
then, I knew something had gone horribly wrong...
I ran toward the sound
&& stopped when I saw you
it seemed like the whole world had froze
&& my heart did, too.
I was too late
&& I didn't even get to say good-bye
I shook my fists,
it was so unfair,
this shouldn't have been your fate.
I just wish I could've taken my words back
&& say I love you
&& seeing your smiling face,
saying it, too.
Tears are streaming down my face
soaking into your shirt
as I hold you in my arms one last time
whispering in your ear.
I promise one day we will be together
but until then, I guess this is it.
I just hope you know I love you
&& always will...
&& no matter what happens
I will forever mean that still.
