Black on my nails
Scars on my wrist
Blood on the rails
Never been missed
Internally bleeding
Just from the heart
Him I was needing
The only missing part
Sitting all alone
Trapped in the dark
No longer a home
Just a memory mark
Fighting the tears
As I try to be brave
But those sinful fears
Just wont behave
Struggling in pain
Cant get over him
Its driving me insane
Im on my last whim
Cant go on like this
This has to end
A never ending bliss
Sick of making mends
This trigger Ill pull
To end this right now
A blast through my skull
The pain Ill allow
