It's time for me to change my ways
it's time to let go and drop the knife
but my hands are froze
I'm not in control anymore I have no chance of life
a sharp pain rips up my wrist I start to cry
I get dizzy and fall but try to stand up
but hit the ground
faster and faster the room starts to spin
but it stop in one motion and darkness fell around me
so I lay in silents
I fell asleep I think woke up in a hospital bed
with flowers all around I start to cry what if I'd died what a mistake all the hearts would be broken and all my friends would be crushed so I thank god I didn't die
