Always thinking about what could be
Always remembering how much u meant to me
Keep dreaming about you every night
Why do I always get such a fright?
The dreams I have are so not normal
I never thought what I'd do would be so brutal
When I'm happy you are there to make me sad
When I think I'm over you, you make me feel so bad
Why do I feel as though I need you bad?
When I think about what we had it makes me mad
Can I ever forgive myself for what we did?
I promised myself what we did I would forbid
We had so much fun and I remember all of it
But the flame inside me has not been re-lit
I feel as though we are not done
And all that's left with me is my gun.
