I can't accept whats real,
when your'e not there,
just flashback of frames of pictures of you,
knowing of my worth , not a single chance,
trying to throw away the image I love,
shatter myself again,
build over my ashes another time,
my unfaithful love betrays me again,
my words losing strength to her,
nothing I have but a dream of a world,
a world of her, never came to be,
I wanted the most, my love for thee,
skin grows whiter every second that past,
every tick on the clock without her view,
it's hard to be, I'm feeling cold,
I close my eyes again to sleep, to dream of her,
life's real, but so meaningless without you,
wish I can die, and close my eyes forever,
to have you in sight,
just so I live again to die another time,
just to see you,
eyes don't wish to shut,
hope pulls me back from the sleep,
maybe someday I'll see her by my side,
till the time comes, of what love desires,
I remain as ash still to be born,
living in the world of dreams where I have you,
painting the canvas of my love...
