Carving ur name on my arm

The sound of the waves crashes my soul
it brings me to this beach and those forever lost days i wish i could turn back on right now, the sound of the birds yelling and the waves crashing at the wedge, the way everything use to be when you forever loved me , now i find it hard to live on broken and lonely,with sand between my toes and the fog in the air, the rain will soon be coming and they won't know the difference between the rain and my tears, sitting alone with a knife and my lonely arm, carving your name in my skin so you will forever be a memory, the rain begins to fall and my black covered tears begin to fall, my arm begins to bleed a little making the sand around me red ,i look at the waves crashing down and realize it's not over yet,the rain falls on the ocean making me realize that one moment I've missed out on , the one that means the most to me , walking down the beach at age 15 your hands holding mine sitting on the beach holding me sheltering me from the wind, how ashamed would you be to see me sitting here in our place carving your name into me , the rain pours on my head and i put my head down and let it consume me as i finally finish carving your name on my arm to always remember your memory.

This poem did really happen not exactually like this but i did end up carving someones name into my skin , because they ment that much to me and I didn't want to ever forget them or our memories. <3