I refuse

I refuse...........i refuse
i refuse to be your little toy i want to stand up for myself all this time i thought that you loved me and really wanted to be with me i knew that age did not matter everyone made such a big deal that you did this to me i was so young i was eaten alive you Deny this...you deny all this that you did to me...you played me like a little toy like a little Barbie doll you just wanted to...to do this you lye there and your sweaty your moaning like a little f u k e r your a child molester you pressured me into it you told me that if i were to tell anyone you would hurt me you would kill me and you would leave my body lying there bleeding not caring what would happen to my body that you might even throw me in the trash i am allot better with out you i should have never answered my bedroom door when you knocked on it you held me and told me nothing was going to ever happen to me then you pressured me you little...................