See me now as i am
a girl wrapped in pain
distraught by thoughts of past
grieving the loss of who i was
or more so the shadow
of what is real
believe what u will
the stories may be nothing to you
but know they are everything to me
these sights i see everyday
in every waking moment
that i breathe
the reasons behind my fears
the lack of trust
everything i am
that may now be seen
my heart unraveled long ago
see me as what i hate
and for give
what has come to pass
try to understand that who you know
the one you have grown to love
is no more than a lie
a lie to myself
to you and all
what i show now is me
no shadow
no buffering cloths
who i have been hiding
from all and myself
