Sorrow

Sorrow if a powerful word, to some it's a lyric of a song
To others it controls there whole world, I know it's wrong
But it's a feeling I cant shake, I don't know how much more I can take
Depressions like a virus and its sent to kill
I've had it for a while and it hurts me still

I stare off into space until its hard to come back again
I cant explain this to anyone not even my best friend
I cant take this to my parent cause they wont understand
It feels like no one could share this emotion when I know some do
Its like the saddest story and the main character is you

I know there's no happy ending in my future
I keep telling myself I will never be with her
I constantly bring myself down time and time again
I'm always looking for the break I'm looking for the end

Maybe because I'm a guy, I cant or wont cry
But the feeling is like breathing, it will never change
It controls my reactions it changes how I behave
I try to hide it the best I can, try to show the same old song and dance
But in reality I'm drifting away in an empty unsatisfying limbo
I could be offered something great and I'd still say no

I stare off into space until its hard to come back again
I cant explain this to anyone not even my best friend
I cant take this to my parent cause they wont understand
It feels like no one could share this emotion when I know some do
Its like the saddest story and the main character is you
Its like the saddest story and the main character is you