Sam, my friend..
I agree with Cindy: don't let life pass you by. You have grieved over this woman for so long now. It is time you moved on, love.
We are here to comfort you, you will always have your friends and in time you will find happiness again, I am very sure of that!
Sam
What a beautiful yet sad piece you have penned. Losing the one you love is a very painful thing. When our heart still loves and there is no one to return it.
Broken hearts mended free
scorched in silence and misery
Questioning lingering memories,
time persistently passing me by.
Don't let to much time pass you by my friend.
Excellent job!
love Cindy