Why have a friend,
If it's only going to end?
Why fall in love with a boy,
If he's only going to treat you like a toy?
My life is beginning to unravel,
Here's the judge, he's bringing down his gavel:
"Order in the court, I have the verdict on your friend,
He said, 'I'm done, this friendship's got to end!'"
I don't know where I'm going, I'm walking in the rain,
I'm trying to sort things out, but you messed up my brain.
I love you, yet you're the one I hate,
I won't talk to you, yet you're the one I'd date.
Every time I see you it hurts me,
'Cause I know instead of me, you'd gladly pick McKenzie.
"Think of a lobster, and that's my shade of red,"
Those were your words I'd read, just before I went to bed,
They'd fill my heart with a feeling of sad,
'Cause I know you aren't the friend that I have, but the friend that I had.
Why do you continue to haunt,
And continue to be the one that I want?
You don't love me, that I know,
So why can't I just let you go?
I lie to try and hide,
The feelings for you that I feel inside.
I ask myself, "Whom do I miss?"
My best friend, or the boy I'd like to kiss?
When they're both the same person, it's hard to decide,
Especially when all you want is to be by their side.
But because of you, that friendship is over and gone,
Now I'm left all alone, sitting here on my lawn.
The grass, so green, is sodden with the rain,
While I lay here, feeling all my pain.
May mind is so confused and it's hard to tell why,
All I want to do is just curl up and cry.
You tore me apart and left my heart to break,
Yet I still love you, and it's that pain that causing my soul to ache.
