Life...& why writing helps me in it

Yah i know it sucks but please rate and comment if you could be so kind as to take the time out to do so...:)

Lifes been hard, been threw a lot of stuff, but,
Its made me strong, strong enough to handle it
So now its nothing when some problems come up
I just wonder when will it stop, uh

I wish I knew the answers to these things
Who could possibly have the reasons?
Until I find them, my questions are increasing
Hope I discover them, before I stop breathing

Yet, Im leaving this in the hands of
The only one I trust, the element up above
To achieve in life without being distracted by the problems
Thats have no clear instructions on how to solve them

Those are the obstacles in my life that
Are designed to test me, to see where my lifes at

And...

If Im in the right state of mind Ill over come them

But if not...

Ill just have to stay behind until I have done them

One-way that helps me think and answer my questions
Is taking a pen and writing my emotions down when Im stressing

Thats why whenever sadness and me are together
The letters in my words darken like stormy weather

This is how I get the pain to leave to make life better
When the rain falls like dying leaves in cold weather

And so...

Im steady searching and hoping to find forever
Learning how to open new ways to happiness
And bind them together...

So that I will forever be happy on this crazy planet
Where goals and dreams can crumble easily as if they were made of granite...