Losing The ONES you love....

Getting ready to go to sleep..
My heart pumps faster and faster
because I'm falling in love with you real deep.
My eyes are tired of crying,
Wishing myself dieing....

A couple Months later,
A BEST FRIEND that i USED to have
is NOW my own Hater.
everything changed for a Reason,
but I don't get the reason why everything is falling Apart.
My problems are killing me in the HEART.

Year's went by and still yet I'm not okay with everything.
I've been having the baddest years ever,
I never thought this will ever happen to me.
but i guess this is how it will be Forever.

Please Lord, Help me with my problems!
I don't want people to hold grudges on me,
but i see theres alot of haters out there hating on me.

Why can't you guys forgive me.
What did i do so wrong for you guys to never talk to me?