The one that got away

I know every minute of everyday that i let the "one" get away. so i try my luck at the pub. if i were a baseball player, i would be the one with the most strike-outs! that's a fact. why can't i find "the one got away"? cause my stupidity and ignorance pushed him away, and now i have to face the fact that i can't ever have him again. as he walked away with tears in his eyes, my heart ached with pain.Peter......please find me