Numb again,
Searching for the emotions
I seem to have lost somewhere
Along the way.
Pathetic still,
Grasping fleeting memories
Of a time when I felt
More than emptiness.
Desperate now,
Losing sight of dreams
I once cherished.
Dead inside
Doesn't feel that bad
Nothing but a hollowed shell
That still smiles.
* i haven't really written for a long time, please let me know what you think