All i ever needed was me

I close my eyes
and lay my head down to sleep
and my head starts to fill up with memories that i don't wan to keep
thinking of you brings tears to my eyes
and when people ask me what's wring i tell them lies
I tell them I'm fine
I tell them nothings wrong
I tell them I'm happy
But i feel different and
then I start to scream at the top of my lungs
I'M NOT FINE!!
EVERY THINGS WRONG!!
I'M NOT HAPPY!!
But no ones around
I don't even hear a sound
I can feel the coldness of my tears
and i start to wish that you would show up to hug away the fears
but you don't come
No one comes
The tears keep running down my face
I feel my heart beat start to race
I feel a burning sensation inside
this suffering i can no longer hide
I scream i need help
I NEED YOU
But suddenly i open my eyes
And then I see
All i ever really needed was me