Me

I am tired of living this pain,
Every day it is the same,
Try to drown away the sorrow,
Another hit from the bottle to forget tomorrow,

News every day of another life thrown away,
I sit with myself to breath this aroma,
I find myself left with nothing to say,
I will lay in a self-induced coma,

Loss is my friend,
It's all I have when it comes to the end,
No one to stand by my side,
I turn out the lights just to hide,

I can't look at myself in the mirror,
A monster looks back at me,
I close my eyes to escape the furor,
In the back of my mind darkness is all I see,

I never was true to myself,
All the lies I live collect dust on the shelf,
I will live with these faults and drown away the sorrow,
Another day with a hit to forget tomorrow.