Days of haze never amaze me anymore
for this is the reality of what i searched for
but did it bring me bliss? and happiness? no did not
except the ticking of the clock of what use to be my life
and it seems i've been stabbed with a sharpened knife,
yet memories of what I adore, I now seem to search for
and have no luck except a tuck of a pill under my tounge
Im dieing now, how could I be so dumb, why is my body numb?
as my mind keeps repeating, "your so dumb." over and over
its all I hear, now the only thing left is a goodbye my dear
for now what I fear has come true, all I ask is dont let it happen to you
and do your best not to be blue, becouse Jade I love you.
