Not sure what to call this yet

Should i let go?
im losing my grip,
im losing my hold,

as the blood drips,
i say a little prayer,
im hanging on with only my tips

i wish i would care,
about my soul
my own heart i will tear

i'll just let go
forever falling into the dark
i'll lose my hold

my self broken heart,
screams as i fall
it rips itself apart

there is nothing left at all,
my self hatred consumes
i dont feel as tall

her heart i ruined,
i hate myself
i gave up too soon...

just a poem i wrote cuz im feeling down...and yeah. so yeah,