I write my feelings in cold blood
My frozen heart is starting to crack
I'm Screaming to you I'm not doing good
I am losing all my sanity
There is so much anger that I gradually pack
Nobody seems to care that I've lost my way
I've forgotten who I am
I'm starting to just fade away
Will anyone notice
When I fall to the floor
Everyone continues to be heartless
Mascara begins running down my pale face
Everyday I become even more numb
I feel like a disgrace
So Broken inside
Am I that easy to replace
Sharp thorns dig deep in
My face seems to still remain nameless
This harsh Fall I've already landed
Read my bleeding thoughts
The life I've altered
Was brutally murdered
My emotions have been captured
Things are a disaster
So here I am
Struggling to choke down my anger
I strive to get through another day
But still I Grasp on tightly to this coarse surface
Everyday its like my hole gets deeper
The edge is getting steeper
My shoulders are weakening with this weight
Unlock me from these chains that hold me to this crate
Holding the knife that once cut my veins
Remembering just how the blood drains
The all of the memories I see with every stain
