I can relate to this. I really miss my ex but at the same time i hate him and then i love him. Most of my poems are about him... My emotions are what drive my poems. So when im angry with him, i use it. I really loved this poem. Great flow and get on the point.

Fav stanza:

I keep on lieing to myself,
Telling my self it's not true.
I keep on trying to tell my mind,
That I'm not still in love with you.

Def 5/5