Vivid Memories

Images race through my head
can't get them all out
could've stopped you from going too far
could've screamed until it stopped

but instead i whispered no
and only you could hear
my faint brief tears
the pain of losing everything

you held me down
got your way
i kept trying to push you off
i keep the details locked inside

too afraid of what it might bring
i dont tell anyone of these awful things
memories too vivid too much pain
living in fear of your very name

cant steal all this pain
though i wish someone would
cant take all the fear away
i just wish someone could

losing it all
one of the only things i could control
i wish i could move on
and never look back

but memories too vivid
your face too cruel
you took my everything
my innosence
too much pain
too much angry fuel